Peanut said to me on Monday “we lost baby sister so I’m going to draw baby sister”. She first drew the picture on the left. She told me the squiggles on the bottom were the feet and the dark spot was the eye. I found it interesting that she chose pink and that the drawing has a big G in the middle of it. G for girl. It was too early to tell the sex of the baby but P was sure it was her “baby sister”.
She spent the entire day trying to make me laugh and feel better even though I wasn’t crying or sad. Saturday and Sunday I was a basket case. She tries her hardest to make me feel better when I start to cry so I know I need to rebound fast. I have my miracle. I need to focus on my miracle.